I didn’t pin it as grief at first, the feelingof imagining placing myselfin the path of that truck, but of courseit was grief, grief for myselfin the future—not being arounddown the road to feel it, I had to startfeeling it now, I had to make sure I would not leave the world with my feelingsunfinished, […]

Original source: https://www.nybooks.com/articles/2023/01/19/kilowatt-hour-natalie-shapero/